who shall I blame for this sweet and heavy trouble
Well I'm still here.
This has been a very interesting summer. Lots of emotions running high and stuff like that, which I didn't want, but its all for a purpose I suppose. I prayed almost a year ago in the car on the way to Hastings for God to break me, not really knowing what that entailed, I just wanted to feel something real.
So He answered me, which is pretty awesome, although I was very unprepared for it. Can you ever really be prepared though?
I learned the difference between having my heart broken by people and having my heart broken for people.
I see the cynical person I could become and it would be very easy to shut people out.
I know there is a lot more hurt in store for me as a result of my selfishness and just because loving people leaves you vulnerable to them, its unavoidable. There's one thing in my immediate future that I'm bracing myself for. I'm not so bold as to say I'm looking forward to it, but I don't dread it like I would have before.
This has been a very interesting summer. Lots of emotions running high and stuff like that, which I didn't want, but its all for a purpose I suppose. I prayed almost a year ago in the car on the way to Hastings for God to break me, not really knowing what that entailed, I just wanted to feel something real.
So He answered me, which is pretty awesome, although I was very unprepared for it. Can you ever really be prepared though?
I learned the difference between having my heart broken by people and having my heart broken for people.
I see the cynical person I could become and it would be very easy to shut people out.
I know there is a lot more hurt in store for me as a result of my selfishness and just because loving people leaves you vulnerable to them, its unavoidable. There's one thing in my immediate future that I'm bracing myself for. I'm not so bold as to say I'm looking forward to it, but I don't dread it like I would have before.