can i be you today?

Sep 20, 2004 19:58


anyways.. nothing new honestly. except every hour in the night because of my zoloft i like fly out of bed and run to the bathroom.. for no reason i never go to the bathroom i'm just like hmm.. when did i get in here?  it's quite the event. I've been feeling odd lately, like i'm not all there for some reason, i guess i'm inbetween feelings and my head is racing so very much. so many thoughts in my little brain, I say alot of things these days that i don't know about, it stresses me out. all of my friends lives are picking up and that is wonderful, fantastic, amazing, but nothing ever really happens in like my life, me, i, myself, my own life. anyways.. whatever.. I ran 7 laps on the track today and did a grand ol' sprint to the end, it was umm.. neat? My legs hurt alot, but i feel lke i'm on some sort of time schedule, and it makes me uncomfortable, it seems i'm building up to something big, but what is it?

i just don't know anymore..

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