college search.
so i made the mistake today of looking for colleges instead of studying for biology. but the thing is i need to pass biology to get into college. somehow that only started to make sense, NOW, after like three hours looking at college thinking, there is no shit i'm getting into that one. or that one. or that one. i shouldn't look at colleges, it always gets me really jumpy and twitchy. so i decided i'm going to try not to think about colleges until my dean's meeting about college planning. okay, that's a lie, i'm probably going to vent to my friends about colleges tomorrow. and then i won't think about college. besides, i have to worry about school now. i mean, bio test wednesday and for some reason we have 25 lab questions. which is scaring me. and then physics test on friday, on stuff i kinda get. i really hope another teacher doesn't jump another test this week. i think part of the reason why i'm so worried about school is that i did well last semester and we just started the new one, so i'm freaking out that i won't do as well.
school is too stressful.