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May 14, 2010 00:29

Ten things I wish I could do/fix/get over/forget:

1. I wish I wasn't fat.
2. I wish I could stop hating my body image.
3. I wish I knew what to say to someone going through a rough time. Every time I listen to someone talking about their problem/s, whether IRL or internet, I can't help but feel helpless and useless when I can't give any good advice or say something useful.
4. I wish I wasn't such a coward.
5. I wish I was strong enough to pursue something I'm passionate about, without procrastinating, doubting my ability or having second thoughts.
6. I wish I didn't feel so invisible and insignificant, even around friends.
7. I wish I could stop apologizing for everything, for trivial things or just things that I shouldn't be sorry for. I know, it's annoying.
8. I wish I wasn't such a fucked-up, two-faced person. I could never confess to him, knowing I would never ever be good enough.
9. I wish I could stop being constantly angry with myself.
10. I don't wish for world peace. I just wish I could be at peace with the world.

God, I am such an issue-ridden teen. It's the trend lately, apparently. :I

self: wangst

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