...umm wow

[turningxblue]

ok... so i havent updated this thing in like probably a year soooooooo umm well today is probably the best day of my life so far Chris is coming up to see me and hes gonna stay with me for the week until next sunday... i'm really nervous up until this point i havent been nervous at all.... its really weird.. the whole time i've just been really excited... i mean c'mon.. you think after 3 years its about time we meet. but right now.. my stomach is a little queezy.. my head is kinda hurting.. i'm just not really sure how to feel... i love him so much and i'm just so glad that now i really can just be with him.. and like... i dunno.. i still keep thinking about him leaving.. and thats really bad.. he hasnt even gotten here yet. i should just stay with the present.. and not even think about the future at all.. so... i guess talking about the present i'll say what i'm doing right now... i'm in some lady's office, at the hospital my mom works at.. because i had to follow her to a meeting shes having.. so that after she can drive to the airport to pick chris up.. umm i'm listening to my cd player.. and it rocks.. i love this cd.. i stole it from my sister and i'm never giving it back.. haha right now, its joy division- love will tears us apart.. <33 and i'm looking at the lyrics cuz i'm hott like that now Lisa Loeb- stay... friggen love this song, yo... umm now collective soul- the world i know <3 joy division- atmosphere joy division- transmission Kaiser Chiefs- everyday i love you less and less Kaiser Chiefs- Modern Way Nouvelle Vague- Love will tear us apart again Nouvelle Vague- (this is not a) love song Nouvelle Vague- Too drunk to tuck. hah The Distillers- Beat Your Heart Out Kaiser Chiefs- Good Bad Right Wrong some song i cant figure out Kaiser Chiefs- I predict a riot hahah I tried to get in my taxi A man in a tracksuit attacked me He said that he saw it before me Wants to get things a bit gory Girls run around with no clothes on To borrow a pound for a condom If it wasn't for chip fat, well they'd be frozen They're not very sensible (a pound as in currency-- its from england) another song i can't figre out what it is.. oh em gee the cd is over... amazing anyways.. its like 3:15 now.. and i started this like an hour ago... woohoo.. i'm bored.. i just wanna get out of here and see chris his plane should be landing at 4:47.. thats an hour and a half away... i cant sit in here all couped up!! ahhhh i'm tired.. i might kinda nap a little on the desk.. haha... i'll probably never update this again!! THANKSSS!!!