:'( jeez
well.. yesterday i called my dad to wish him a happy fathers day and i find out that he had a heart attack a couple weeks ago.. its not like they called.. NOO.. they freakin e-mail me.. like i hardly ever check my e-mail.. that pissed me off.. but luckily he's ok.. and hes doing a lot better.. he said he feels better than ever.. but yeah.. i dunno.. i miss him..
today i had my spanish and science finals.. they really werent as hard as i thought they would be.. and i just realized i skipped the first page of the spanish final.. ok i lied the spanish final was FREAKIN hard! but the science final was pretty easy.. i just didnt study the 3 newtons laws.. so i fucked up on those but yeah..
after school jackie had graduation.. and i got to take pictures of her.. it was pretty fun.. after that we were gonna go out to eat.. but she wanted mcdonalds.. lol.. so whatever.. i got a salad.. and it was pretty good.. then i ate the rest of my sisters fruit and walnut salad.. thats good.. :)..
then jackie went to a dance.. and when she got home she was all excited that she got a bf.. i'm really excited for her too :).. she really hasnt had very many bfs.. and she really hasnt been able to keep them too well.. but yeah..
so dave, jon, and joe called tonight.. and that made me happy.. cuz i love talking to them cuz they're so freakin funny lol.. jon makes fun of me a lot though.. maybe its just cuz he likes me? meh.. i make fun of joe a lot lol.. cuz he likes the red socks.. and i like the yankees.. so we always get in fights and they usually end up with me calling everyone gay :) and i win.. lol omg if they visit me this summer i will like DIE.. i'd be happy.. cuz i really would like to meet them (they live in mass)..
hmm yeah.. ok i really feel like crying.. cuz i really effing miss him.. i like him so freaking much. and apparently he just doesnt see it.. he just made me so happy.. like.. hearing his voice would make me light up inside.. seeing him would make my face glow with joy.. when he would log on.. i would just be like *gasp* YAY. ... it STILL happens to me.. he like gives me butterflys.. god i just cant get over him.. i dont fucking know what to do.. he doesnt see how much he really means to me.. :'( i hate it..
so here are some lyrics to kinda express how i feel??
The cup is not half empty as pessimists say
as far as he sees nothing's left in the cup
A whole cup full of nothing for him to indulge
since the voice of ambition has long since been shut up
A singer, a writer,
he's not dreaming of now of going nowhere
he gave heed to nothing
and all that he was is just a tragedy
So he voyages in circles succeeds getting nowhere
and submits to the substance that first got him there, there,there
Then in violent frustration
he cries out to God or just no one
is there a point to this madness
and all that he was is just a tragedy
He feels alone
His heart in his hand
He's alone
He feels alone
I feel
Then on that last day he breaks
and he stood tall
then he yelled, then he yelled
and he takes his life
Then in violent frustration
he cries out to God or just no one
is there a point to this madness
and all that he was is just a tragedy
meh.. the used for ya...
Comment if you want.. i dont care..
_LiN_LiN_
today i had my spanish and science finals.. they really werent as hard as i thought they would be.. and i just realized i skipped the first page of the spanish final.. ok i lied the spanish final was FREAKIN hard! but the science final was pretty easy.. i just didnt study the 3 newtons laws.. so i fucked up on those but yeah..
after school jackie had graduation.. and i got to take pictures of her.. it was pretty fun.. after that we were gonna go out to eat.. but she wanted mcdonalds.. lol.. so whatever.. i got a salad.. and it was pretty good.. then i ate the rest of my sisters fruit and walnut salad.. thats good.. :)..
then jackie went to a dance.. and when she got home she was all excited that she got a bf.. i'm really excited for her too :).. she really hasnt had very many bfs.. and she really hasnt been able to keep them too well.. but yeah..
so dave, jon, and joe called tonight.. and that made me happy.. cuz i love talking to them cuz they're so freakin funny lol.. jon makes fun of me a lot though.. maybe its just cuz he likes me? meh.. i make fun of joe a lot lol.. cuz he likes the red socks.. and i like the yankees.. so we always get in fights and they usually end up with me calling everyone gay :) and i win.. lol omg if they visit me this summer i will like DIE.. i'd be happy.. cuz i really would like to meet them (they live in mass)..
hmm yeah.. ok i really feel like crying.. cuz i really effing miss him.. i like him so freaking much. and apparently he just doesnt see it.. he just made me so happy.. like.. hearing his voice would make me light up inside.. seeing him would make my face glow with joy.. when he would log on.. i would just be like *gasp* YAY. ... it STILL happens to me.. he like gives me butterflys.. god i just cant get over him.. i dont fucking know what to do.. he doesnt see how much he really means to me.. :'( i hate it..
so here are some lyrics to kinda express how i feel??
The cup is not half empty as pessimists say
as far as he sees nothing's left in the cup
A whole cup full of nothing for him to indulge
since the voice of ambition has long since been shut up
A singer, a writer,
he's not dreaming of now of going nowhere
he gave heed to nothing
and all that he was is just a tragedy
So he voyages in circles succeeds getting nowhere
and submits to the substance that first got him there, there,there
Then in violent frustration
he cries out to God or just no one
is there a point to this madness
and all that he was is just a tragedy
He feels alone
His heart in his hand
He's alone
He feels alone
I feel
Then on that last day he breaks
and he stood tall
then he yelled, then he yelled
and he takes his life
Then in violent frustration
he cries out to God or just no one
is there a point to this madness
and all that he was is just a tragedy
meh.. the used for ya...
Comment if you want.. i dont care..
_LiN_LiN_