Apr 05, 2006 17:56
joe and will and jen come to town this weekend...YES!!!
do you guys wanna crash at my place the night of the 7th??
i have whiskey and coke and can get redbull...hehe.
another amazing few days with david.
we made food (well, he made food) and smoked hookas and went to parks and and and
he was sick though, and in turn got me sick. oh well it was worth it.
when i talk about these times i never know what else to say, to say everything would take pages but it's all so personal and at the same time i wanna say it.
confusing man. but we're still as in love as ever.
i'm sick of being controlled. most of you know who i'm reffering to i'm sure.
i dont even know what to believe anymore.
he says he's willing to let david move in and let us live here for free to "raise money for our new life together" and that whole nutshell, but does he mean that?
or is he just tryign to keep me around so he doesn't have to do shit?
mmaajjoorr anxiety over everything.
gotta run
much love