i remember you and me used to spend the whole goddamn day in bed
sometimes you think it doesnt matter how much someone cares about you, as long as you have a warm body to lay next to. you want to feel less alone. but thats not the case for me anymore. i think it had been so long since i had someone i could do that with, that when the opportunity presented itself, i rushed into it. i was in mikes bed last night, while he was sound asleep... just thinking of a way to leave without him waking up.
fortunately, getting that out of my system means i cant get hurt.
unfortunately, im realizing the amount of time that has lapsed since ive been with someone that actually mattered. cade lost that a long time before we broke up. and eric. is an idiot. and thats pretty much all ive surrounded myself with. for three years.
there was someone else. and he was really great. but. outside circumstances made starting anything next to impossible. and now. well. heres hoping.
buuuuuuut dudes are lame.
<3
hoes before bros.
fortunately, getting that out of my system means i cant get hurt.
unfortunately, im realizing the amount of time that has lapsed since ive been with someone that actually mattered. cade lost that a long time before we broke up. and eric. is an idiot. and thats pretty much all ive surrounded myself with. for three years.
there was someone else. and he was really great. but. outside circumstances made starting anything next to impossible. and now. well. heres hoping.
buuuuuuut dudes are lame.
<3
hoes before bros.