its time to get out of the desert and into the sun. even if its alone.

[turningaway]

last night i looked through every photo on my computer and i got so sad. i miss twig so much. i was just thinking about how fun it used to be just having him in the house. he really was my best friend for such a long time, and knowing that things arent going to be that way again really just make me so sad. im so happy for him, and excited about the turns his life is taking, but im still going to miss the way things used to be. before this house. before getting so jaded. my birthday party was one of the best nights of my life. being surprised. having all my closest friends with me. and he was the life of the party.

i guess you can only look back for so long.

im ready for a new chapter to start. im just sad that this one wont be starting with the some of the same people.