Oct 14, 2004 10:09
I watched Day After Tomorrow last night...it was a bore. I'm getting more restless these days. I think my hair is getting too long. I really wanted to grow it out, too, but it's just getting to that too-long-and-unhealthy-point. Very, very restless. I got really upset Monday night after arguing with my brother and my mom, and I decided to go for a run. It takes a lot for me to run, and I have to be really pissed to do it. So I ran for exactly twelve minutes. I had to stop because not all of the street lights in my neighborhood are working yet. I didn't want to trip on anything, so I walked for a while after that. It was good. I've been stressed out to the twhere I'm making myself sick (literally). The more my mind worries about things, the more nauseous I feel. I've never been like this. I always tell myself not to worry and that things will go as they will, but this semester I feel like I'm not going fast enough and I'm not reaching far enough, like I'm one step behind and I'll never be able to catch up. I'm still trying to think of a LIFE PLAN...hmmm. On a wonderful change of subject, I ordered some brown slip-on shoes from Delias that have colored sequins on them. They'll be here tomorrow :)