Total eclipse of the heart

May 03, 2008 18:51



Sports Day after student council investiture on Wednesday when the weather was absolutely terrible but I had a good time being with my favourite Lynx girls hanging in the stands and later watching and cheering for the super aggressive push-ball game on the field. But I still think the best part of it was probably the mass-dancing - gosh its been so long since we've done the full 6 dances haha and the cheering after. I really had lots of fun trying to remember all the steps bopping to the beat of all the cheesy dance songs. Haha dinner after that at chomp chomp with Jac, Annaleow and MC was super. What a spread - hokkien mee, au-luat, chicken wings, sting ray, sugarcane juice and then coffee and cake later at coffeebean :D thats how we spent the night just chilling and for me anyway feeling guilty about eating so much haha especially since we didn't get to train this week!

So much's been happening lately - feeling sort of dreamy and drifty a lot, guess every day goes by just like that and even though there's always so much to say, its always still sort of left unsaid... :) Sometimes I kinda stay off blogging because words especially when typed like that just doesn't seem enough. Like when I experience something really really really great and there's so much I wanna share but I don't. I just can't bring myself to write it down or type it out because it never can encompass or capture how awesome the moment really was. Or something like that anyway. See here it comes again haha the weird inability to really express how I really feel.

Ahh but yeah its been pretty hectic, so much so this is probably the first week all year I havent met Dee at least once. Still I can't really remember what I've been doing, its just like that I suppose, every night I'm so tired when I head to bed I knock out right away and there isn't anymore tossing and turning(usually the time when I kinda get to ponder about stuff). Haha so basically everyday's the same, I'm just grateful that school isn't a drag and that I actually enjoy it a whole lot heh especially with the girls and everyone else who makes school so great even if its just a 5 minute canteen talk. But I do get those mornings when I'm up a little later than normal and when I shower the water isn't warm enough and there isn't enough time for me to have my breakfast and flip through the papers. And if I really can't get anyone to send me to school then I'd be trudging to the bus stop with my muffin in a plastic bag(I hate that!!) and I end up having to dash all the way from the traffic light into the main gate or face the wrath of the extremely cranky pe teachers standing by. Its always a bad start - and then I can't help but feel irritable all day and when its all over all I want is a quiet bus ride home and a good long nap to make it all okay.

There's still stuff I wanna say but somehow I just have this overwhelming urge to turn off my computer(gah don't ask me why hahaha) and I think I'm just gonna wrap up here. Yeah and lately I've been.. I don't feel particularly tolerant I think perhaps its just building up from lousy(or maybe not) stuff that happened last week. But its all over now and I hope things will just be smooth-sailing. I feel like a sentence with too many punctuations. A little out of breath trying to keep up with everything that's going on.

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