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[Filter: Padma Patil]

Padma,

I'd really like to talk to you...I'm just a bit worried, really, and...well. I don't know if you'll be able to help me, but I think getting it off my chest might help...

-Terry

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[Filter: Blaise Zabini]

Blaise,

I just wanted to let you know I love you. Though you already know that. I'll see you later tonight?

Love,
Terry

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I'm not sure talking to Padma will do any good, really. But talking to someone has top be better than not talking to anyone at all.

I suppose I could have tried thinking everything out in these journals, but. If someone should find mine and read it later...I'm just not precisely comfortable writing in these about such personal matters. I suppose, though, that I should probably try working out my thoughts into some sort of order...if only so Padma doesn't think I've completely lost my mind...

My concern for Blaise has only grown since we managed to get his family to safety over the winter hols. Really it's been...nice to see him with his family. But. I'm worried that he's taking more onto his shoulders than he needs to and I'm not being very effective. I feel like I'm only adding to his burden. I'm not sure how to stop that.

I know he's upset about his cousin - about his father finding his mum and sister. I know - and he's got good reason. I just wish there were something I could do to take his mind off of it. Really...

I know he hasn't been sleeping well. I don't know what to do about that, either.

Is it selfish that I want to make him forget everything for just a little while? That I want to make him happy?

I don't know. Perhaps it's best that I not mention this to anyone. I can barely make out my own thoughts...

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