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so tonight was JJs suprise party. It was fun minus when i wanted to disappear or die ya know either one. Some people should not be allowed to speak when they know certain things. I was so incredibly embarassed beyond belief- i think thats the reddest ive ever turned bc some ppl decided to play telephone saying, "beth likes *****" and he was there and he had to pass it on and i wanted to cry. And let me tell you for all of those who know how red i get it was ridiculously bad...i could feel it creeping up my part so fast it was crazy haha. Besides that little party moment i had fun. DJ and jeff are definately two of my favorite people. Too bad i got violated by both of them - owel all in good humor if you ask me.

I'm sick:( I cant really breathe right now and i feel like my head is going to explode YAY!! im about to go chug some cough syrup and down some advil - thank god for drugs
(yea that was my side note)

OMG i love my friends and yes i know that i sound like chris salumn there and all but its sooooooo true. You guys are so amazing. Thanks for always being there and making me smile and laugh when im sad or angry or disappointed...i could go on with that list but im going to stop. So yeah i love you guys so much and youre all AMAZING and idk what id do without you (whoa this is my soft side coming out wat the hell?!?!)
SO yeah thanks so much for always being there and im always here for you too.