*sigh*
so on the way home from the hospital about my grandpa, the one who died around xmas. and like tho its been like 3 years i just MISS him SO much! and like he struggled SO much in his life, he was an acohlic and got help and over came that and became a good person and then he was diagnosed with ASL. and i feel like god was some how punishing him. and i just get SO mad at him for letting him die. tho i know hes not punising him i just i dk. i just want him back SO bad. it hurts so bad.
so my moms in the hospital and i found out theres SO many things that could happen to her from this sugry and im SO scared that it might happen, if she doesnt do her breathing treament every hour she could get a clog in her lungs, and just i d k i wish she wasnt getting this but i know she had to. *mom just know im praying for you*
and my aunt, shes back in the hosptial again, they think she got some kind of disease from when she went to china to pick up their addoptive child. and now my aunts really sick. thats another thing to worry about. i dont know what i would do if something ever happend to her. i love her to death.
im hurting SO much. i want it to stop.
so my moms in the hospital and i found out theres SO many things that could happen to her from this sugry and im SO scared that it might happen, if she doesnt do her breathing treament every hour she could get a clog in her lungs, and just i d k i wish she wasnt getting this but i know she had to. *mom just know im praying for you*
and my aunt, shes back in the hosptial again, they think she got some kind of disease from when she went to china to pick up their addoptive child. and now my aunts really sick. thats another thing to worry about. i dont know what i would do if something ever happend to her. i love her to death.
im hurting SO much. i want it to stop.