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Sep 19, 2002 23:23

This situation is tough on everyone. I didn't know Vez very well, but I know my first impressions of her were wrong. It's not often I feel sorry for my mistakes in the past, but considering everything that's happened since I got brought back to life, I am very sorry for disrespecting that woman. I respect her strength as warrior. She met a end worse than many of us have or will but she accepted her fate, showing more courage and bravery in that moment than many can come up with in a lifetime. If she can be wished back in six months, I wish her a good temporary afterlife. Just gotta remind everyone it's temporary.

Mel's been pretty upset over this. She ended up staying home from class today. I'm trying my best to be here for her. I think she's being too hard on herself, regretting going to safety riding classes. I told her you just gotta keep things going, no use in stopping when things get down. Life goes on. Death isn't a holiday, but it's not oblivion either.

Holding Mel though brings me some feelings I'm not use to. I actually fear losing her. These thoughts just make me want to hold her tighter.

Tomorrow I'm taking the kids for Kia, and giving her some time that she needs. The kids may be too young to fully understand but that doesn't mean they don't know something's wrong. I figure I could give Kia some time to mourn and think, and the kids can have some fun. I'm not sure if Mel is going to classes tomorrow, but I think having the kids over will help her feel better to.

Trunks, Brolli, Piper, you guys get home safely. And Vez, wherever you are, face it with that courage you have.
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