Most of the stuff I'm posting is stuff I thought I posted. I guess I didn't then, huh?
Tell me how many of these I've already posted.
This next one sucks and is basically the same as 'You only commit to murder and suicide' which is why I didn't post it.
As I lie in bed
I shed my skin as you shed tears
Hiding all that covers me
Exposed, uncensored, so surreal
Whatever it's called, it's bittersweet
Longing locks, sudden fingers
Running through, don't let go
One last kiss, let me linger
One last hand I want to hold.
~Chorus~
Under the covers you disintegrate
The only one I love to hate
Drowning in your eyes
Melting in your arms
Bathing in your scent
I feel all alone but
I can still feel you
~ ~
Breathing beating, rise and fall
Let it slip but not really
Truthless honestly, yes you are
False or fiction, not what it seems
I only see in shades of grey
Black and white through colorless eyes
Pounce and cling with marksman aim
Two mouths, two bodies, yours on mine
~Chorus~
If I close my eyes, you might go away
But baby if it don't work that way
I'm on something, you're addicting
High on love and laughter and life
Lies coat the floor and you don't know
I'm too afraid to let you go
Over and over, breaking and fixing
Crumble with glue repair with a knife...
~Chorus~
Tear stained cheeks and salty lips
Foggy lies cover glass inside
Hidden darkness, what is this?
No not yet, it's not time
Heavy mellow purple sheets
Fuzzy fluffy comfort zone
Candy chocolate sugar dreams
Salutations, goodbye, hello
~Chorus~
Say that sigh you're heaving
Doesn't mean you're leaving
Try to prove me wrong
Tell me you knew all along.
I thought I posted the infamous 'Homicidal Bridal' already... guess not. (Remember I wrote a fic on this one?)
Homicidal Bridal
Hello reflection, stare you down
Deathly looks, I'm feeling fine
Superstition, luck is leaving
Revenge, insanity, draw the line
Clumsy fingers, hold me tight
Silver "L" hidden somewhere
See the barrel, see the trigger
In her dress or in her hair
*Chorus*
Till death do us part? Damn death, do us now!
Lie through your teeth and call it a vow
Wing-it sonnets, toasting with blood
Choke on your toungue and thick like mud
Pistol in
against my skin
Cake to white and dress too long
Like an in flight movie gone wrong
* *
Cyanide cakes and no one knows
Almond flavored; bitter and death
Freezing hands and cold feet
Head is spinning, deep deep breath
There he stands, the one I "love"
Here comes the bride up to the groom
Although the church is full of people
We're the only ones in the room
*Chorus*
Silent whispers, gossip, please
Quick before the priest sees
Here's the best part, say "I do":
Smiling slightly, "I do too"
"Kiss the bride" but rather I
Say "One last kiss before you die"
Convenient lips inches apart
Taste of metal but oh wait
Gun betwixt, fill in the gap
Pull the trigger two seconds too late
Irony: murder in a church
Shooting wild head for the door
Seeminly two seconds later
Bloody corpses litter the floor
*Chorus*
Alleged madness but no, it's real
Finger to finger, head to toeses
Suicide, what's left in life?
Burried in a white room with white roses.
Yeah the poems are kinda old. wutevs.
Never Again
Never agains will you see the way
The little piece of fluffy hair on his head
Sways with the wind
When there is no wind.
The way he squints when he reads
Without really squinting
The boyish face you fell for last year
Or the way his mouth moves
slightly left and right
changing his entire
facial expression.
The way he rests his perfect cheek
On his perfect hand.
The hand you wish you were holding.
The way he holds his pencil.
The one you wish you were
So you could feel his skin on yours
One
Last
Time
Before
Goodbye.
Keep On
Look up
So
I can look into your eyes
And fullfill my dreams
of your lips
on mine.
Lean foreward a little
don't even think about it.
Let me tangle myself
in you.
Gasping for air
Like a fish out of water
tongue in cheek
in tongue in cheek.
Is it passion or is it drive?
Whatever it is
we're speeding, baby
and there's no police
in sight.
So just keep on
keep on
going.
The end is anywhere
but near.
See Me
I hate how you're only
five feet away
and not once have you
looked my way.
Laughing in your corner
with everyone
but the one
who wants you,
who stands behind you
Waiting for you to
turn around.
It seems
you turn
and look away
at the same time
Because
tho you're looking
it's only at her
and suddenly
I feel isolated
and not
in a good way.
Him and I
We share the same dreams
but nightmares apart
a reality
lying
hidden somewhere in the dust.
The dawn after dusk.
I breathe the perfume of the past.
The grass is greener there
like a crayon
in a box
or the sock that doesn't match
but you wear it anyway
because
it's lucky.
It doesn't belong.
The pieces don't fit.
But somehow,
you convince yourself
into thinking
it's meant to be.
But it doesn't match
the picture on the box
with the smiling people
way too happy
for their own good.