i definately cleaned up mia's puke...and i hate guys
today me and mia got out hair dyed and cut by her cousin tina...it looks really cute. so maybe like 7:30ish we got dropped off at her house, then we went to subway....gotta love subway. so we go back to her house and we're in the basement. ok i guess to make a long story short we were drinking and what not....but not like alll crazy style i guess.. but good enough, and mia was all chugging her shit, and then she threw up and i definately cleaned it up, cuz i'm the nicest friend there is. then mine started to kick in, i didnt get drunk but my head felt all heavy and it felt all weird to walk, and i just felt all weird in general, like i wasnt there. drinking depresses me. i kinda tried talking to tim i guess....but he like wont even talk to me anymore. i'm happy for him though....he has robin now, and i'm just glad for him, i really am. i guess i'm just like the jealous girl on the side....but i'm glad they're doing good together. umm what else....oh yeah i talked to paul!! yeah so me and him are cool...we had a funny little convo. then i talked to larry...and i guess he just like told me how it was...and didnt like sugarcoat anything, and i know its true, but i just gotta get over shit. oh then i called moe....and i was being really dumb on the phone...like i felt so stupid. i dont know, so i guess he got all mad or whatever, then he hung up. he confuses me, and then he told me to stop talking to him cuz i dont understand him...ok. i mean...yeah i guess i was being dumb...but he was being all mean on the phone. but whatever. then we drank more...and i felt like all sad or whatever...but i love mia, she is the greatest person there is...i'll always be there for her and i know she'll always be here for me. she seriously is and always will be my bff. then frank came and got me at like maybe almost 1...and i came home and went online...talked to mia paul and moe's friend victor or whatever, and i feel like shit. i talked to moe on the phone and i was crying, and now he's being all weird. i dont know. whatever i guess. ugh i'm so stupid.