[Blog] Suck it up

Dec 08, 2010 14:14

Everyone who's complaining about the cold.

Why the fuck did you move to America? Go buy yourself some scotch and get laid, and you'll warm up just fine. I come from Türkiye, and even there, winter doesn't hold off for shit with it's slushy rain/snow mix 4 months of the year. Everyone needs to suck it up and dress warmer if it bothers you that bad.

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Gotta say that the loss of sunlight really does screw around with a guy's head though (even though the people who need to make up Ramadan days love it, I'm sure; I stopped participating after moving away from Istanbul), because at this point I just want to stop caring about everything altogether, minus the amount of tobacco at my disposal. I'm beginning to think that commitment is just one big pain in the ass, and not worth it, or I'm not ready for that if ever. I'm going slow and everything, and I can kiss this person easily. Even in public. But I still feel weird touching them in a way that it romantic, like a lover should. I dunno if this'll change, but I'm close to tossing in the towel because I'm not sure what else I can do, eh?

And their ma' wants to kill me.

Heh. I'm really sick of it. My relationships don't go places. I hate saying that something's "too good" for me, but this one is definitely... Deserving someone better From a way different lifestyle than mine. I feel like I'm just neglecting and torturing this person because of my own sexual frustration.

Right? Everyone has their relationship problems, and now it's my turn.

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I bought one Christmas present so far, on my way home from work the other night. I think that means I'm all set for the holiday.

!blog, whining about whining, winter blues, sexual frustration

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