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alright my heart is officially broken.............
i wonder if ill ever find the right guy...i thought i did....i liked everything about him..and i tell myself that i dont want anyone else...
like there was really hoooootttttt guy jason at lonstar and he was juss so beautiful.....
and like kelly asked me if i would choose jason over HIM and i tolde her no straight up... cuz thats how i feel....he is soooooo funny and hes a musician, and he was juss great....i guess i wasnt pretty enough or skinny enough....and im juss sick of this whole physical attraction thing...it gets u no where...like this guy he isnt the cutest person in the world at all but he juss made me happy when ever we talked...i dunno how im gonna get over this one...and this time its 10,000 times worse then other guy ive ever liked before but what ever
like i really cant explain what im feeling right now....its really bad
im out
i wonder if ill ever find the right guy...i thought i did....i liked everything about him..and i tell myself that i dont want anyone else...
like there was really hoooootttttt guy jason at lonstar and he was juss so beautiful.....
and like kelly asked me if i would choose jason over HIM and i tolde her no straight up... cuz thats how i feel....he is soooooo funny and hes a musician, and he was juss great....i guess i wasnt pretty enough or skinny enough....and im juss sick of this whole physical attraction thing...it gets u no where...like this guy he isnt the cutest person in the world at all but he juss made me happy when ever we talked...i dunno how im gonna get over this one...and this time its 10,000 times worse then other guy ive ever liked before but what ever
like i really cant explain what im feeling right now....its really bad
im out