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Jan 22, 2006 19:43

I dont use the Blog on my space ... it sux and no one reads it ... no one reads this yet but they will ... so lets start this pitty party .

For starter if im refering to you ... for now in not gunna use ur name if the situation fit u it could be for you .. dont take it personaly if you dont like it im only one person and its not like my opinion matters... well for the most part.

but today was ok and got slowly worce. Like i dont know i got home and tryed to sleep and i just couldnt ... in a bad way like i felt mad, stupied ... but at work i got over it and it started of real good like tray line was quick but as soon as i was in dish room every thing went down hill like karen LIL was working and she so slow and awoids all work as much as possable ... the only thing shell do is dirty end but shes sooo slow at it . and if you help her shell be like can you go do your end ... and its like hello hunny i dont have a designated end and if your refering to clean end you better start putting the dirty through so i can deal with it... so then sara asked me and her to help her strip .... scrape trays ... cuz we were behind so i was and the first tray i droped all over the frunt of me ... got peas all over the floor, it just f*ing sucked... so then at the end i took garbage out ... n i like it.. you can take ur time n when ur back every thing is almose finished.. so i was pulling the garbages out and one tiped and got garbage all over the floor ... then i got out there droped one in the compacter had to go in after it . ICK ... then took um back to the kitchen and relized i forgot one... took that one out and serieously ran over my foot 3 times and took my shoe off befor i decided to push it. im such a moron .. then i got back n it was over ... NVM doesnt sound that bad but still . i was in a bad mood ... + i feel like i have no sleep in me .

next sorry for picking on you ... if you read this ... u soon after i said it were bussy ... and maybe u were really just bussy but incase i pushed 2many buttons im sorry ... your hight doesnt bother me (like that matters 2 you)... more over LOL ur just fine and have thousands of lady friends so no complaints ... but while one the topic of lady friend u mentiond a certin one not being happy i stayed over night ... i said "tell her im gay ... girls cant get mad at that" why doese it matter though if she is botherd by it ... u say ur not looking for long termrelation ships ... so in that case it shouldnt matter cuz shed be like that last lady friend that had the same issue ... un less maybe u wernt admitting to your self that you needed some thing new ... and i think thats the case because, u have temperary muses that i think you feel you could make perminit but then u find flaws ... for example the tall girl the one from old forge ... or the one form new years ... ect . but then maybe ur just worried ur lady friend will relise u have other lady friend in which case im sure most of then do know ... of which it takes one back to the part of girls thinking that thay can change guys ... you said u need a girl to change u in to a bad guy lol but girls view you as a ... well malti tasking man in the lady friend catigory to say it nice... so that falls in the "i can change that range" and back to nothing to do with all of that but ... that one girl new years one ... she was sick and redated the date issue but she told you she was sorry and that ur such a nice guy for re redating the date cuz of what ever reasons ... n u told me u were only being so nice cuz you like her ... i guess its the same for me when it comes to you and ur lady friends... becuase i sit and litsent to all ur stories of other girls and such yet u know i like u ... infact making me the mall buddie n why do i sit here still cuz i like you ... and more over cuz ur fabulous ... its the only word i have for it and id rather have u as a friend then not at all . but im sorry for picking on u if infact it did bother you ?... and i was done but more on to it u say u like how i talk around u the way i do or what ever my honesty ... but i talk about every thing ... i feel you know more of me then i know of u ... how come u never tell me of ur family or situations of such ... idk just wondering

yeah thats all i have for tonight ...
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