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Aug 14, 2005 00:34

im so angry with him hes such a looser every thing is always about him, he always make the decisions and if i say any thing im the bad guy cuz he bring it up in front of friends or cuz i just dont want to do what he decided we were going to do im never happy he alwqays complains about money even though i have less and pay just as much as him, he keeps using the stupied excuse that he wants to see his friends b4 he leaves but i havent seen mike sence i left home and i dont ever get the chance other than hannah, i miss my friends too! im sick of living with drunks i cant be happ with his family or mine and even better all he ever wants to do is feed addictions of a cassino or hang out with drunks and other addeck addeckted ppl

i hate him he cant ever just sit still and never listens he doesnt know me
he has just trained him self to know stupied easy things about me but doenst know where to start on what i reallky way, or else we wouldnt have this issue hes what i really want not the ass hole he has turned in to

im not happy this whole week i have though do i really want to date him and not just saying it to get my way ... cuz it doesnt work but because i really m,ean it im so depressed! im not happy with him any more im always frusterated mostly cuz he doesnt know me and cuz every things always about him i need to look for a guy thats perfect for hannah not a guy like him or chriss mc farlin or eric or sean cuz there all the same just like mike there allass holes that are all woried abou t them selfs

but this comment will be non existent cuz he will make me fell like he will change or prommice he will and i will for give him then deleat it and hey evey one ill be the unhappy 40 yr old stuck with the same guy cuz im worried i cant do better and when in finaly just so unhappy living some oen elses like some one elses dreams for them ill just fucking kill my self
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