deleriously tired ...
i'd say, honestly, that 89.9 percent of the time, i'm completely content being myself. i like my plaid skirt and yukino pin. my red shoes on which i sewed a little girl picking flowres. i even like my terrible skin and messy hair. i like my blue eyes and the green framed glasses that make them hard to notice. i even like my too chubby middle and my complete inability to motivate myself. i do, for the most part, enjoy being little old me.
but, when i see regina spektor i get fuzzy and frustrated. i haven't had the sort of girl crush feelings i get when i'm in her presence since i was in college. i blush when she says something cute, which is quite often. i'm jealous of her honest lyrics and amazing musical abilities. i'm in awe. i could never pull off a lavinder tutu. especially not with an army shirt.
ok, ok, i'm being overdramatic. however, i do really feel oddly inspired when i listen to miss spektor and more so when i watch her perform. its like ... all my stream of concious journaling could be put to use. though, i do not posess her piano abilities. or guitar abilitiy. blah.
she's star-fiilled with pizazz and i'm glad to have seen her tonight.
i really wish my cel was working.
i really wish i could just fall asleep right here, without taking my make up off. which reminds me, i think more songs should encorperate the word 'mascara.'
i have so much i want to say, but i don't feel like i can complete another sentence.
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but, when i see regina spektor i get fuzzy and frustrated. i haven't had the sort of girl crush feelings i get when i'm in her presence since i was in college. i blush when she says something cute, which is quite often. i'm jealous of her honest lyrics and amazing musical abilities. i'm in awe. i could never pull off a lavinder tutu. especially not with an army shirt.
ok, ok, i'm being overdramatic. however, i do really feel oddly inspired when i listen to miss spektor and more so when i watch her perform. its like ... all my stream of concious journaling could be put to use. though, i do not posess her piano abilities. or guitar abilitiy. blah.
she's star-fiilled with pizazz and i'm glad to have seen her tonight.
i really wish my cel was working.
i really wish i could just fall asleep right here, without taking my make up off. which reminds me, i think more songs should encorperate the word 'mascara.'
i have so much i want to say, but i don't feel like i can complete another sentence.
k