too late

[turkey_coffee]

i can't sleep. tonight or ever, really.

i'm feeling so discontent lately. and phillip has been distant. and i am starting to feel like we're really good friends, but not much more. we're stuck in this weird routine that's not as appealing and very costly. i just wish we could see eachother.

i got a job. hip hip horay. (more about that another time).

i interviewed Ida today. that was amazing. karla only, but still. a lovely time. we had the same nekclace on. it was an unspoken bond. i recorded it on my Ipod and all i have to say about that is : technology is crap. i should have jotted things down and used and old tape recorder.

tomorrow i'm photographing some band i've never heard of. then wed. i get to photograph ida. this all is fun. i'm greatful to phillip for all this. plus, i've really begun to think a lot about photography and i've decided its something i want to truly work at. i mean, i've always had a thing for it, but now it feels differently.

my heart is ver confused. i should go to sleep. my head is feeling torn between itself and my heart. tough call head. tough call.

being overdramatic is highly underated.

yours,
k