Updatiness.....
Can't sleep, wedding will eat me....Can't sleep, wedding will eat me...Can't sleep. wedding will eat me....Ok, actually, things are moving along pretty well. There are still some hang up, and still MANY things that can go disasterously wrong yet. I'm not going to lie. I'm Nauseous with worry half the time. The biggest worry at this point is the weather, followed by any of the folks who promised to do things finking out at the last minute, followed by Asshattery/Drama at the wedding.
Another issue is burn out. I get no break. 6 months of stress, Moving into the last 3 weeks. Doing wedding related stuff this weekend, I'm on call for work memorial day weekend. Then 3 work days, then Friday, which is ALL wedding set up. Then Saturday, which is the wedding, then Sunday, we have Nancy and Jim's hand fasting. Then It's back to work. No break. No destress. No down time.
The Dodge went into the shop Tuesday. Brakes, inspection, a few other things. Drove it home tonight, It goes BACK in tomorrow. Hung Calipers. The bill was already over $600. Going to be paying off ECP for almost a year as it is. Still. it was funny, my mechanic Ernie said "This is the ugliest vehicle you've ever brought in to me, but of the last 3 it's the most mechanically sound"....
Money is still an Issue. How things shape out will depend on weather Linda get approved for Unemployment, and if so, for how much. (Or If she manages to get a new job). If we make Pennsic this year, it's going to be on a starvation cheep budget.
It's time to really start thinking about the rest of the year. The Wedding has been my sole, tight focus. I really haven't thought too much about anything beyond it. It seems too big, too over whelming. Don't want to think about my life outside Linda. She's like a bright beacon in an otherwise dark and empty sea of suck.
Other stuff. "How my day was" shit, but who cares....
T
Another issue is burn out. I get no break. 6 months of stress, Moving into the last 3 weeks. Doing wedding related stuff this weekend, I'm on call for work memorial day weekend. Then 3 work days, then Friday, which is ALL wedding set up. Then Saturday, which is the wedding, then Sunday, we have Nancy and Jim's hand fasting. Then It's back to work. No break. No destress. No down time.
The Dodge went into the shop Tuesday. Brakes, inspection, a few other things. Drove it home tonight, It goes BACK in tomorrow. Hung Calipers. The bill was already over $600. Going to be paying off ECP for almost a year as it is. Still. it was funny, my mechanic Ernie said "This is the ugliest vehicle you've ever brought in to me, but of the last 3 it's the most mechanically sound"....
Money is still an Issue. How things shape out will depend on weather Linda get approved for Unemployment, and if so, for how much. (Or If she manages to get a new job). If we make Pennsic this year, it's going to be on a starvation cheep budget.
It's time to really start thinking about the rest of the year. The Wedding has been my sole, tight focus. I really haven't thought too much about anything beyond it. It seems too big, too over whelming. Don't want to think about my life outside Linda. She's like a bright beacon in an otherwise dark and empty sea of suck.
Other stuff. "How my day was" shit, but who cares....
T