Reflection
Why hello live journal!
Well this weekend was pretty good. Friday I was suppose to go the mall with phil and tim and etc. But I guess it didnt work out, didn't really understanding, but I don't really care. I just want to get a ticket for the Rise Against show. Than I went to the movies with Kyle and John, we went to go see Robots...It was a pretty terrible movie. Saturday I worked from my usual 9-4 hours and than later at about 10:30 mike picked me up and we rented Curb you Enthusiam season dvds. that show rocks. Mike fell asleep like right away though so...Than alright well I come home today and right away my moms starts yelling down my throat about some crap. I didn't really feel like listening. She always does that though, yells at me right when either I get out of work or home or whatever. But I've noticed that its kind of sad that we curse so much at eachother like its nothing, like the words lost meaning. It would be pretty harsh to hear if I wasn't use to it. and than after many yells and screams back and forth I just went downstairs to take a nap. But I didn't sleep. Instead I just layed there and thought about like every little thing imaginable. About friends and my relationships with them and just all this bizarre stuff. But it help me reflect on a few things, like on how I live for here and now. I don't ever really thinnk ahead for things. And I really need to for alot of reasons. I mean that can fit into almost anything I do, Because alot of times I regret things that I do or say. Plus I was just thinking about my friends and just people in general and how we interact with one another. or how we act in certain situations or places but than become totally diffrent in another one. werid...haha. I've also thought about how so many things are not important. Like me caring about stupid crap. or starting crap with people that isnt worth it in the end Theres a bunch of other stuff that would take up like 10 billion pages, I just hope I commit on some of 'em. Because it could be another beginning a little for some stuff. Mostly friends and my family. But also alot of personal stuff that I should deal with. But in a day I'll probably forgot about it and go back to whatever I was doing before.
Alright I've taken up enough of your time. see ya!