I want to scream for a thousand miles

[turbo_fairy]

So I got woken up at 9am this morning. My Dad told me to get out of my bed, now I thought it was just bc he didn't want me sleeping in so I did the usual teenage thing ... act like i didn't hear and roll over...however then he told me i had to get up and get out of my room...i asked why...that is when all hell broke loose. he told me so they could move all my shit out of my room bc abby wants to move into my room since i'm moving. now this is a whole fucking week before i move so now im stuck on the couch so abby can have what she wants my room...so fucking spoiled! it's so nice to feel wanted, atleast now i know that he really doesn't care about me moving. not to mention as i speak right now my stepmom is throwing my shit out of my room telling me to take care of it, im sorry did you just throw my shit out so your daughter could move in, your problem not mine, especially since i'm not even done packing. what the fuck...i can't wait to get out of this house.

on a happy note...i decided to go stay with john tonight in ronoake. he is taking me up to the star where he says he'll show me the city but he said it's where kids usually go to make out...so we all know why he is taking me up there...hahaha jk..like right out of some 50's movie..park and make out.

today is a day when i just want it to pour, and i'll sit myself on the concrete and just let it drench my soul and then cut the wires that hold me together and just let it all just pass me by til i wake up in another world.