Winter Formal
Sunday was the Music Department winter formal... I got all dressed up, so did Jack, so did everyone.
I wore a dress, and for once in my life got lots of compliments from someone other than family and my boyfriend. But I almost don't want them to be true, because I was wearing a dress... I mean does a piece of clothing really make much difference in how I look. I felt nice, and I appreciated the compliments, but at the same time it kind of made me mad, not at the party mind you... no not 'till after. (whats wrong with me). Why am I not pretty when I am in jeans, hmmm. Its not like I did my hair any different, I didn't do make-up.... never will do make-up. (See Halley this is my gemini selves fighting). I don't know why it has to bother me, it be so much easier if I didn't even think twice about it. Grrr. Part of me thinks it shouldn't matter, if I am in "womens" clothing or not, the other part of me says who cares, you get dressed up to look nice don't you. Gah. Stupid gemini personality, stupid me....
I wore a dress, and for once in my life got lots of compliments from someone other than family and my boyfriend. But I almost don't want them to be true, because I was wearing a dress... I mean does a piece of clothing really make much difference in how I look. I felt nice, and I appreciated the compliments, but at the same time it kind of made me mad, not at the party mind you... no not 'till after. (whats wrong with me). Why am I not pretty when I am in jeans, hmmm. Its not like I did my hair any different, I didn't do make-up.... never will do make-up. (See Halley this is my gemini selves fighting). I don't know why it has to bother me, it be so much easier if I didn't even think twice about it. Grrr. Part of me thinks it shouldn't matter, if I am in "womens" clothing or not, the other part of me says who cares, you get dressed up to look nice don't you. Gah. Stupid gemini personality, stupid me....