modern drift is all I have
Well no wonder I feel ausgelaugt-- I wrote 11 pages in the past 2 days! I'd done it single spaced so I didn't realize how long it was getting, but geez, it's long. It's not done (need to add citations and some numbers and stuff) and it's not great because I wrote it in a very piecemeal fashion, but it's a start. 11 pages in 2 days... yay me.
I also need to remind myself that I'm not an idiot-- the comments I made in my seminar classes this week weren't smart, but that's okay, there's always next week, and no one is going to remember what I said aside from me. So it's okay.
I put off dinner for too long, so now I feel grumpy and headachy. I ate and watched NMTB and feel slightly less tense, so that's good. I think now I'll have some tea and move to the couch and that will help calm me down, too.
I'm exhausted. I might let myself sleep in until 9:30 tomorrow. That'd be great. It's either that and/or go to bed early, which probably won't happen, let's be honest... I can make a good faith effort on that, though
I need a haircut. My hair is now down to the bottom of my ribcage. I haven't had even a trim in a year and a half... let's put that in perspective, guys-- the last time I got a haircut, my mom was alive. I think that's partly why I haven't gotten it cut. I'll probably wait until the end of May as it is, though, because I'm in a wedding in May and I think when I cut it I'm going to do something drastic and I don't want to look drastic in someone's wedding photographs. I think Kristen Schaal's hair is adorable, maybe I'll do that? I don't know if I can pull it off with my face shape and all that jazz. But I just want to chop it all off, and her haircut is a cute way of doing that.
I also need to remind myself that I'm not an idiot-- the comments I made in my seminar classes this week weren't smart, but that's okay, there's always next week, and no one is going to remember what I said aside from me. So it's okay.
I put off dinner for too long, so now I feel grumpy and headachy. I ate and watched NMTB and feel slightly less tense, so that's good. I think now I'll have some tea and move to the couch and that will help calm me down, too.
I'm exhausted. I might let myself sleep in until 9:30 tomorrow. That'd be great. It's either that and/or go to bed early, which probably won't happen, let's be honest... I can make a good faith effort on that, though
I need a haircut. My hair is now down to the bottom of my ribcage. I haven't had even a trim in a year and a half... let's put that in perspective, guys-- the last time I got a haircut, my mom was alive. I think that's partly why I haven't gotten it cut. I'll probably wait until the end of May as it is, though, because I'm in a wedding in May and I think when I cut it I'm going to do something drastic and I don't want to look drastic in someone's wedding photographs. I think Kristen Schaal's hair is adorable, maybe I'll do that? I don't know if I can pull it off with my face shape and all that jazz. But I just want to chop it all off, and her haircut is a cute way of doing that.