[blog] Awkward is... awkward.
[locked from Dewi because... well you'll see.]
Well. I saw Dewi tonight.
Um.
Yeah.
I think I royally fucked things up...
Christ I'm going to keep myself up with these things and I have a test tomorrow at 7am-!
But... I think I need to learn... tact. First I practically pin him to the toliet trying to pluck his eyebrows and just now realize I was straddling him and oh god we were so close and- and that must've been terrible for him to go through. Then I couldn't stop kissing him and-
And then I just blurt out if he wants to- to- do it at the kitchen table!
God just... kill me now. I don't think I can bare to call him yet. I'm just so... embarassed- I didn't mean to just blurt it out like that but-!
Merde Dewi is a good kisser... Caring and sweet and soft hair-
A-And then I got a something in the mail from... the... Love doctor..? My mom wasn't too pleased but when I opened it I realized- What am I going to get Dewi for Christmas..?
DAMNIT ALL.
WHY IS THIS SO HARD?
[Luce proceeds to smash her face into her laptop for the rest of the night, trying to figure out how to make her and Dewi less... awkward.]