If I could be anything in the world, I would want to be an actress. Or a performer, (whether musical, comedy). I love interacting with people, I love acting. Not because I'm fake, but because I'm curious. One minute I'm the "houseguest" of a psychopathic killer who locks up and videotapes his victims in his basement, the next I'm a tradition Japanese Kabuki dancer, having studied at Kabuki-za since I was young and chosen the path of the fish ( or something along those lines) and then before supper I'm a 32 year old Russian woman returning to her home illegally in Chernobyl, reminiscing on everything that had gone wrong.
I wish someone would discover me: By fate perhaps. Wander across the internet and say, "Holy Hell, this kid might have some potential!" I'd die for a chance. There's still a lot of things I need to work on; annunciation, posture, arbitrary blocking, but it's not what I can do, it's what I'm willing to learn to do. I hope somebody on an audition board, someday realises how passionate I a about Dramatic Arts. I'm raw material, I need sculpting. I need to be yelled at, to be reminded how to properly install catharsis into an audience. But I'm willing. I'm young and humble and. I guess I just want a chance, but I'm not sure where to start.
Did I mention I draw dogs?
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