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this is harder than i ever thought it would be...i never expected it to be easy, but i didn't expect to be on such an emotional rollercoaster...i've never had so many ups and downs in such a short period of time...i laugh one minute cuz of something i see on tv and then the next i'm crying...i don't know what my problem is but i want this to stop...i want to be able to function without thinking so much...i want to be able to be somewhere and not constantly think abut my situation...i want to be able to live without being so depressed...i just want to be happy...is that too much to ask?????????????????????????????????????????????????????