in camp thoughts.

[tungst3n]

just had my dinner in camp. back in the com lab studying.

somehow i guess every NSF would wonder why are they "wasting" 2 years of their time in army.

to me i think i am.

there's so many other stuff that i would want to do.

for example:

- learn french/spanish
- take my SATs
- apply for uni
- go to the gym more often
- focus on dragonboating
- take up photography
- travel
- catch up with my friends and family

and the list goes on and on and on and on...

well my friends in uni seem to be having lotsa fun.

and i'm missing every lil bit of it.

weekends are so precious to us.

even the miserable 3 hrs given to us for nights out given to us.

CIVILLIAN. something that i can call myself again in another 16 months time.

i miss the fufilling life i used to lead before i enlist.

i need to break out of this boring shell soon.

to do something that i really want to do.

haha.

on a lighter note. HALLOWEEN's coming!!!

well it's gonna be my first halloween so i racking my brains on who to dress up as.

think i'd be heading for zouk for the party haha.

this weekend would be a long one for me.

and i have to thank our malay and indian friends for the holiday.

zouk on friday. sentosa on saturday. dragonboat training on sunday!

think there would be an excursion to attica on sunday to see what the place is like. hrm.

i'm trying to pack my days with activities such that minimal time is spent at home doing nothing.

haha. i think i'm mad.

pardon me.