I'm not looking down for the rest of the night.

Dec 05, 2005 02:13

Oh yea? Well you're ugly.

Tonight I did a little Christmas shopping. Target is open until 11 on Sundays. That made me happy.
Nick makes me the happiest person in the entire world.

Sometimes I wish I could erase myself from other people's memory...so they would never know they ever knew me or were friends with me...so they could leave me alone without me having to be rude to them.

Neil likes my secret band.
I knew he would because he's Neil.
and I love Neil.
Lord Tariq and Peta Gunnz.

for life.

Someone tell me something interesting.

Oh yea, and

I'm supposed to pick some people off my friends list and say something about them. I've done something very similar to this, only I went into great detail and everyone knew it was them I was talking about...so...now you're not going to know...or maybe you will.

1. You're fun to be around, but your the worst friend anyone could have. You're going to end up alone because you care about no one but yourself.

2. You are really fucking annoying. I don't see you that often, and I'm glad. Get your head out of the scene's ass and start acting like your REAL self. You're pathetic.

3. You're one of the most amazing friends I have ever had. I don't see you as much as I should. I have never had a fight with you, and I always smile when you are around.

4. You pretend that you're so intelligent and it annoys me. You list off bands that you "love" when you haven't even heard them. You list off films and literature that you've never experienced or understood so you can look intellectual. You like things for the sole reason of being obscure and different...but your very easily pinned and you just come off as being insecure and kind of sad.

5. You are my best friend. You are always making me think. You amaze me with your talent and pure love for music. I admire you.

6. I've lied to you so many times that it makes me sick to my stomach. I did it because I didn't want to see you hurt, ever. You're one of the most amazing human beings I've ever met. Sometimes I feel like you never loved me at all.

7. You're the reason why I am so strong. You caused me so much pain, and brought me to the brink of insanity at such a young age. Everything we ever had was nothing but a whisper, and it's still hard for me to deal with that. It hurts to be around you.

8. I admire everything about you. You're one of the most unique people I know. You're intelligent, beautiful, and talented. I sometimes wish we were a lot closer than we are.

9. You were becoming a really good friend of mine, and then you slipped away. I wish I could call you up crying, and you could make me feel better like you used to. I haven't seen you in 2 years...I haven't heard from you in a year and a half. I think I could have fallen in love with you, even though you would have never loved me back. I was never good enough for you.

10. You are absolutely awesome. I've only hung out with you a few times and I daydream about you being my best friend. You're someone that I would really like to get close to, because I don't come across many females that I enjoy being around.

bet you can't figure out who is who.
It's 3 am.
I'm going to sleep.

later days.
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