wanna give up?
me too.
, maybe i need to get back to that pen, for my health.
im all clogged up. physically and mentally.
non stop blowin it in 2008.
remember when i thought it was gunna be a good year?
before the universal maggots in my brain it was a good 23 hour ride thinking i had a chance at something new.
hope. people are happier without it.
i like to tell myself theres no hope but i cant escape it.
hope is a plague. a plague on my heart.
its time for change.
the rains gotta stop