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[tunatemptress]

this is the hard part:
Finding a job.

I hate looking for work. I am a good worker. I am not at finding work.

There's the whole living in Allyn without a car or license thing too.
That sucks but until I find a job there isnt much I can do about it.

Not to mention the overwhelming loneliness that I have felt everyday since...
well since I can remember.

I suck at intimacy.

I just REALLY want to smoke some pot
however
there is no pot around for me to smoke.

I better start my period soon.
I think that's a big part of my problem.

BLAAAAAARGH