Feb 26, 2006 04:19
When I'm sober (earlier), I'm alright.
When I'm sober and alone (yesterday), I'm depressed.
When I'm kinda drunk (earlier), I'm in a pretty good mood.
When I'm drunk and alone (now), I'm just plain pissed off.
I'm depressed.
And when I'm drunk, I broadcast it.
Although, tonight it's because I went to a frat party and everyone I went with hooked up with someone except me. Now, granted... I don't really think I'm that kind of guy... the kind of guy who will just hook up with a girl at a frat party...
But... I really don't feel like my chances of meeting a girl I like... more than that, meeting a girl who likes me... are very good at all right now.
I should probably stop getting drunk.
But then... goddamn it... what the fuck else am I supposed to do?
Oh, and by the way, a guy on the hall directly above me died two nights ago after falling out of the third floor window. While that wasn't fucking with me before... you can bet I'm pretty fucked up right now.
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