man I dunno wtf
Though technically one being, the proper term for the soulmate creature is 2 half-beings, denoting both their connectivity and individuality.
The thing on his head is a wooden clawfoot from like a table.
"Of course I wasn't born with it; I had it installed".
This is weird. I'm not lucid dreaming (where you're A Person In Dream) as much as being aware of the content (Omniscient Overviewer) and getting caught up remembering and analyzing and thinking about what is happening while I dream so its not pure stream of consciousness anymore . Kind of great, kind of waking up bored by all the stuff still in my memory banks. Dear orbyss wtf is going on.
So I bought some shitty water based air-dry clay to screw with and I forgot that it makes a GIANT MESS and is terrible and crack-y but now I have little mushrooms which I had been craving like a motherfucker to make so oh well. Needed a break from digital painting so squish squish squish.
Contemplating just doing it myself and sculpting some manders and casting them in resin for custom toys, they're simple enough, if I can scrounge up the cash for the materials.
WHY DO I HAVE YEARNINGS FOR PROJECTS THAT WILL NOT IN ANY LIKELY WAY HELP ME GET A JORB / PAY BILLS. DAMMIT BRAIN.
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