just venting
There's so much work to be done. As I am sitting here puffing on a joint...trying to not face the reality that tomorrow morning, bright and early I have to back to the real world. I swear if it wasn't for pot I would be a constant nervous wreck!
Work is moving along. I got my friend Megan a job there and she's a huge help. She is catching on quickly and pitches in. Work for me is intense. It's not just a job where I sit filing or answering phones. I don't stock shelves anymore or get pissed drunk while waiting on tables. I don't think people realize how tough my job is so they think I'm just avoiding them.
Megan who has been there for almost a month now I feel hasn't really understood how stressful it is. She will soon enough. I'm constantly having to meet deadlines, quotas in the millions and they get higher every time I meet my goal. Last quarter my quota was 3.1 million dollars.
I haven't even received my new # yet. But with the economy struggling, I didn't quite hit that goal but I came 3/4 of the way.
I have to constantly build relationships with people. Yes, I have a sales/customer service position but these people are what most people would call "clients".
I work with other million dollar companies.
I chose to have a career. One in which i don't want to have but I'm making due.
So I'm in school. 4 nights a week. 2 of those nights my class ends at 11 pm.
I'm also taking quarters instead of full semester. So it's intense. I have a midterm tomorrow and my finals are in october. Then i get another two sets of classes until December.
I am currently taking 18 credits..2 on line classes.
I'm fucking exhausted and i seriously need to study right now...but I'm being lazy and wanted to vent.
Let me get started...
Work is moving along. I got my friend Megan a job there and she's a huge help. She is catching on quickly and pitches in. Work for me is intense. It's not just a job where I sit filing or answering phones. I don't stock shelves anymore or get pissed drunk while waiting on tables. I don't think people realize how tough my job is so they think I'm just avoiding them.
Megan who has been there for almost a month now I feel hasn't really understood how stressful it is. She will soon enough. I'm constantly having to meet deadlines, quotas in the millions and they get higher every time I meet my goal. Last quarter my quota was 3.1 million dollars.
I haven't even received my new # yet. But with the economy struggling, I didn't quite hit that goal but I came 3/4 of the way.
I have to constantly build relationships with people. Yes, I have a sales/customer service position but these people are what most people would call "clients".
I work with other million dollar companies.
I chose to have a career. One in which i don't want to have but I'm making due.
So I'm in school. 4 nights a week. 2 of those nights my class ends at 11 pm.
I'm also taking quarters instead of full semester. So it's intense. I have a midterm tomorrow and my finals are in october. Then i get another two sets of classes until December.
I am currently taking 18 credits..2 on line classes.
I'm fucking exhausted and i seriously need to study right now...but I'm being lazy and wanted to vent.
Let me get started...