my place in the sun.
i have zero self confidence. which is sad because it's decreasing the older i get. i hate college and i'm more than half way done with it. i'm about a year away from my bacholer degree and i want to give up. not because i'm worried about what to expect after school and what will happen to me. but rather because i don't fit in. i've spent three years in college and haven't quite found my "thing" yet. i guess i like certain subjects....like i get good grades in psychology and always had good grades in english and history. until recently, when i transferred schools and realized that purchase requires you to speak up more. about how you feel and why? i much rather keep my opinions to myself. i guess i'm just not that articulate. i haven't found my place in the sun yet. everyone else in college seems to have found it. i shouldn't even be allowed to complete college i can't even spell bacholers!