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thanks you all who commented on my last post, I was feeling really horrible and alone, as per usual these days. I work so much that I haven't be able to post, and I really really miss it. my weight is starting to go down. 134 this morning. I'm trying to find some kind of balance between not eating too much or too little, but It is very hard for me right now. the good produce is becoming spars, but hopefully as it gets warmer, floods of my favorite foods will fill the markets soon. I'm struggling to quit smoking again, but I know if I really tried I could do without, I guess I just don't care enough yet. I haven't seen my friends in months, and have piles of books that I feel determined to get through even if that means that I loose sleep. I already have to end this post and get back to the children. miss reading your posts, love you.