Dec 02, 2006 16:53
So pretty much I am a little discouraged and bummed out because I haven't gotten a letter in almost 2 months. I know he's very busy and has a lot to do, like write to his family and a bunch of other people but I can't help but feel a little forgotten. I know usually the pouch mail takes up to a month to get here but if he had written me at all in november or october I should have gotten a letter already. The last one I got was written October 3. It's December 2 now. What if he hates me and is just trying to avoid me? What if I said something and he got mad? What if he just doesn't remember who I am at all? *sigh* It's hard being down here at school. I have no social life, I don't go on dates, I don't get calls from people. I mean I hang out with my roommates but other than that and going to class I don't really have any kind of social interactions, so especially when I don't get letters I can't help but feel a little lonely. Oh well.