it's so good to be here, asleep on your lawn
i can't sleep, even though i have to be up in three hours, and even though i have to spend all of tomorrow doing work. out of every night this past week, why must i have insomnia now?
today was weird. i guess i'm just stressed with the end of the year and summer plans and things. i would feel a lot better if i had a job, and if it fit in with my show schedule and everything. i know i shouldn't be worried because it's not a big deal and everything will be fine, but i just hate how it's all up in the air right now. i also hate being the kind of person who hates when things are up in the air.
but oh! i did get a job for the fall. it's with the boston clavichord society, and is therefore probably the dorkiest employment i'll ever have, but in a certain light it could be viewed as a music internship, and that sounds much cooler. i will get to hang out with old people, mail newsletters to clavichord enthusiasts, and usher at concerts, which will be held in nearby historic mansions. plus the office is in that neighborhood behind massell and heller, so i can just walk there. sweet.
i've been working on a paper all evening, and i'm so used to typing in Word that i keep automatically hitting ctrl+s every few lines.
also i'm hungry and i crave fruit. i wish i could buy fruit on campus, other than those massive apples in the c-store that are the size of my head.
today was weird. i guess i'm just stressed with the end of the year and summer plans and things. i would feel a lot better if i had a job, and if it fit in with my show schedule and everything. i know i shouldn't be worried because it's not a big deal and everything will be fine, but i just hate how it's all up in the air right now. i also hate being the kind of person who hates when things are up in the air.
but oh! i did get a job for the fall. it's with the boston clavichord society, and is therefore probably the dorkiest employment i'll ever have, but in a certain light it could be viewed as a music internship, and that sounds much cooler. i will get to hang out with old people, mail newsletters to clavichord enthusiasts, and usher at concerts, which will be held in nearby historic mansions. plus the office is in that neighborhood behind massell and heller, so i can just walk there. sweet.
i've been working on a paper all evening, and i'm so used to typing in Word that i keep automatically hitting ctrl+s every few lines.
also i'm hungry and i crave fruit. i wish i could buy fruit on campus, other than those massive apples in the c-store that are the size of my head.