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I haven't updated in awhile. So much has happened to me before and when school started. I have so many things to talk about. Some of them I would like to keep to myself, a secret, but some I will share with you. My sister Renee has gone away to college in Delhi and my brother has moved to Brockport to live with my dad. My sister Charisse and I are the only kids left in the house. My mom is sad but I'm not really sure how I feel.
I had tried so hard to avoid the cafe this semester and had done so for three weeks. Except Friday the 10th, I believe. I went into the cafe with good intentions on doing work but instead I got distracted and didn't do anything about it. I went home and cried all day. I have done nothing but cry all weekend.
I skipped out of work on Saturday to spend time with my family and that night I saw my friend Eric Luschen that was stationed in Iraq. I went to the party where everyone was smashed. I can't say I didn't expect it but I was so bored. I had to explain to 50 people that I stopped drinking for different reasons. It was very tedious. I left after 15 minutes.
Sunday (today) my brother left for good. My sister left for school. Jon, my Mom, Charisse, and I sat down for the most peaceful dinner I have had in my whole entire life. It was so scary and very depressing. When my brother left it took us an hour to clean his room. I decided I liked it and decided to switch. I am painting the wall a soft purple to take care of my boredom.
I guess the overall feelings I have had all weekend are scared, depressed, alone, and dead. I know it's an over-reaction and I must stay strong for my mother. I love my family much more than I thought I did. I guess with everyone you have to grow up.
I had tried so hard to avoid the cafe this semester and had done so for three weeks. Except Friday the 10th, I believe. I went into the cafe with good intentions on doing work but instead I got distracted and didn't do anything about it. I went home and cried all day. I have done nothing but cry all weekend.
I skipped out of work on Saturday to spend time with my family and that night I saw my friend Eric Luschen that was stationed in Iraq. I went to the party where everyone was smashed. I can't say I didn't expect it but I was so bored. I had to explain to 50 people that I stopped drinking for different reasons. It was very tedious. I left after 15 minutes.
Sunday (today) my brother left for good. My sister left for school. Jon, my Mom, Charisse, and I sat down for the most peaceful dinner I have had in my whole entire life. It was so scary and very depressing. When my brother left it took us an hour to clean his room. I decided I liked it and decided to switch. I am painting the wall a soft purple to take care of my boredom.
I guess the overall feelings I have had all weekend are scared, depressed, alone, and dead. I know it's an over-reaction and I must stay strong for my mother. I love my family much more than I thought I did. I guess with everyone you have to grow up.