these feelings i can't express
I don't know what i'm feeling right now...
i want to shout
i want to cry
i want to dance
that's exactly what i did when i heard...except for the crying part...my heart was just left broken...i danced while my heart tore apart into a million pieces, i shouted. right now i stand broken hearted...things will get better. I hope. If only if i would've waited i wouldn't have to see...him.
that boy...he freaking waved at me with THAT smile...after the way his parents and him treated me...and i just looked at him like ....i wanted to stab him! but i was just like...oh well...so many emotions!!!!!
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my mom left for washington 2 days ago...it kind of sucks even though i get pretty much whatever i want. Tiffknee left last night...ohhhh things are beautiful with me and her...hahaha i laugh at the moments!
My room is still trashed! Tiffknee see...now you know how the way i live...and what i have to put up with...which is pretty much the reason why i am me!
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These 3 days better go by super fast...but they won't...I NEED SLEEEEEEP!!!! I've lacked it all year!
i want to shout
i want to cry
i want to dance
that's exactly what i did when i heard...except for the crying part...my heart was just left broken...i danced while my heart tore apart into a million pieces, i shouted. right now i stand broken hearted...things will get better. I hope. If only if i would've waited i wouldn't have to see...him.
that boy...he freaking waved at me with THAT smile...after the way his parents and him treated me...and i just looked at him like ....i wanted to stab him! but i was just like...oh well...so many emotions!!!!!
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my mom left for washington 2 days ago...it kind of sucks even though i get pretty much whatever i want. Tiffknee left last night...ohhhh things are beautiful with me and her...hahaha i laugh at the moments!
My room is still trashed! Tiffknee see...now you know how the way i live...and what i have to put up with...which is pretty much the reason why i am me!
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These 3 days better go by super fast...but they won't...I NEED SLEEEEEEP!!!! I've lacked it all year!