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My brain is mush.
I'm sick of being sad,
all the things I thought would make me happy, don't do shit when I'm feeling like this.
I want to smash my head into something.
I want to watch my brains explode.
I'm sick sick sick of shit it never gets better, I just get drunker, and nothing gets done.
I have no motivation anymore, and I see myself being gone pretty soon.
fuck,
fuck Youuuuu liiife.
I need to smoke pot.
I'm sick of being sad,
all the things I thought would make me happy, don't do shit when I'm feeling like this.
I want to smash my head into something.
I want to watch my brains explode.
I'm sick sick sick of shit it never gets better, I just get drunker, and nothing gets done.
I have no motivation anymore, and I see myself being gone pretty soon.
fuck,
fuck Youuuuu liiife.
I need to smoke pot.