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[tullula]

Three of my friends have killed themselves this past year.
Please stop dying, I can't take it anymore.
Julies memorial was painful.
I couldn't cry, I didn't cry, I wouldn't cry,
I spent all day afterwards sleeping and in bed with a fever,
I'm sick and drinking on paxil is the worst fucking Idea I ever had,
I woke up at the bunk house with a kitten sitting on my face and a ripe fucking hangover.
I came home and slept,
the elektronika fest was fun, kind of hollow though...
bah
Fuck this fuck that someone take this away,