I want your warmth, but it will only make me colder when its over.
Honey, help me out of this mess
I'm a stranger to myself
But don't reach for me -- I'm too far away
I don't wanna talk cause there's nothing left to say
idk why im writing in this thing again. i dont even know what to say anymore. Idk whats wrong with me lately. I feel so, empty. Im just trying to get by everyday. Im sick of the same thing day after day at school. I feel like i dont even have any feelings anymore lately. I just feel like the absense of a person and i dont know why. i cant even tell myself why i feel this way, because i honestly dont know why. im sick of my house. im sick of my step dad and his stupid kids. im sick of my aunt living with us. im sick of school. im sick of work. im sick of being let down. and im sick of giving up friggan everything for one thing. i dont like being told what to do, or that im wrong for feeling this way. i dont like how now i only get one full day with him, but theres no one to blame. i hate depending on people, because once you get used to that person being there, youre nothing with them gone. im nothing. i dont like it how im here alone.
i dont like being alone.