Not Fair....

Jun 04, 2005 22:34

Wow i feel totally down this weekend, one of my stepmom's friend from Orlando came today to visit her before she went to her family's house, and it made me think about how cool it would be to see everyone again and i just felt like calling everyone and telling them to go hang out at someone's house and watch movies eating bk or something...and i realized i cant do that anymore, i cant call chris and tell him to pick me up and go get cristina or i cant call holly to go watch a movie, or jorge or karen or franco nobody, its so gay, i have no friends here like any of you guys, here the people from school they all hang out with their boyfriends or girlfriends and i dont really hang out with them outside of school and i dont feel close to any of them at all, and well with my sister's friends...yeah thats exactly it, they are my sister's friends i have like two or three of them who i feel somewhat close but its nothing like how close i felt to all of you guys, its so gay, i have no one here and my sister, well she crossed to the dark side, shes all the time with her boyfriend so, its like i got no sister anyways, the only thing i feel close to is my dog and well my dad of course but i dont even see my dad anymore cuz he works all day, so all i got is my dog, yup, pretty dumb, oh well im just gonna go watch tv and eat, and get fatter oh the joy take care kiddos i miss you all so much! Love ya!
Andre-
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