Stupid dreams
Last night I dreamt that Kierstan and I were at the shore and we were under a big umbrella that we had almost down to the ground so we could have complete privacy and we were making out and he was telling me how happy he was to be with me. Nice, huh? Then I woke up and was so sad because I know that I'm never going to get anything out of him. So now my mood is kind of eh because I like my fuck buddy and I'm too much of a pussy to tell him what I really think and I can't ask him how he feels because I'm too afraid that he'll say he isn't interested in me. Wasn't I supposed to be taking time away from the boys after breaking up with Chuck? I mess myself up too much.