What the fuck?
Why do I bother loving Philly sports teams? All they ever do is break my heart, it fucking sucks! The Phillies, the Flyers, the Eagles (THREE years in a row)... why do I keep on caring and expecting an actual championship in this damn city? Oi, when that actually happens I'll have a massive stroke. So yeah, I'm pretty damn bummed right now about the Eagles freakin' blowing the game.
Can't believe school is starting up again Tuesday. Almost done, thank god. I'm getting tired of school. It's cool and all, but I just want to work. I need to fucking move out of my house, I just get so annoyed being here. Whatever, though. I'll enjoy myself while I can.
Saw Kierstan last night (saturday) and saw him the day I got back from Paris. I really would like to eventually get something started with him. He is so fucking hot and so my type. He's smart and hot and good conversation and hot. Did I mention that he's hot? Great that I came down to visit him for all of 2 hours last night, he had to have known what I was after (and what I got). It's really complementary to me that everytime we have sex he is so amazed at how good it is. Maybe that will work in my favor. Maybe one of these days I'll just tell him that I like him. I'll probably have some beers before I do that, I'm so clueless about how he feels about me. I think he likes me, but I'm retarded when it comes to guys. I mean, we are going to be seeing each other again soon. I really don't like all this indecisiveness. I'm so used to having a relationship that it's awkward to have to put so much thought into what another person wants. I shouldn't rush into something with someone, but when I get to that point I would love it if Kierstan could be that guy.
Can't believe school is starting up again Tuesday. Almost done, thank god. I'm getting tired of school. It's cool and all, but I just want to work. I need to fucking move out of my house, I just get so annoyed being here. Whatever, though. I'll enjoy myself while I can.
Saw Kierstan last night (saturday) and saw him the day I got back from Paris. I really would like to eventually get something started with him. He is so fucking hot and so my type. He's smart and hot and good conversation and hot. Did I mention that he's hot? Great that I came down to visit him for all of 2 hours last night, he had to have known what I was after (and what I got). It's really complementary to me that everytime we have sex he is so amazed at how good it is. Maybe that will work in my favor. Maybe one of these days I'll just tell him that I like him. I'll probably have some beers before I do that, I'm so clueless about how he feels about me. I think he likes me, but I'm retarded when it comes to guys. I mean, we are going to be seeing each other again soon. I really don't like all this indecisiveness. I'm so used to having a relationship that it's awkward to have to put so much thought into what another person wants. I shouldn't rush into something with someone, but when I get to that point I would love it if Kierstan could be that guy.